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TRIGGER WARNING: SELF-HARM, EATING DISORDER, BULLYING

My name’s Sazzie, and above is the first ‘body positive’ type of picture I have taken. 
I have been professionally diagnosed with bulimia nervosa, depression with bipolar symptoms and social anxiety disorder. I self harm an awful lot and I have a ‘huge massive gigantic’ body full of scars.
I have been bullied for the majority of my life, the worst bullying situation I have been in is where I had food thrown in my hair, face, clothes and bag at school, and that’s one of the major things in my life that triggered my eating disorder. I took food as a friend and an enemy as well, with the binging and purging episodes. 
Unfortunately, I have not yet came to love my body. I absolutely despise it and myself as a whole, but I hope that will soon change with my sets of body positives as I learn to work my ass off in the gym, tone up, get healthier and be the person I want. 
I wasn’t made to be 85lbs and even though my disorder stains my mind to think of such things and act in such ways, I hope I can recover soon.

I shall soon submit again, hopefully with clearer positivity and pictures as my journey progresses.

You’re all beautiful and inspiring<3