I'm working on the self-confidence to submit a full-body picture of myself. I've come to realise that I should be happy with who I am.
I know someone who was one of the biggest influences on my life. She was, and still is, the nicest, kindest and just about BEST person I've ever met. I've never deserved someone as amazing as her for a girlfriend, and later a friend. She's smart, sweet, and totally lovely. She's probably the most beautiful girl I've ever laid eyes on, and she's chubby. Looking at her, I realise that I CAN be chubby and beautiful.
I really love this tumblr, because it shows that size isn't really a factor in being beautiful. However, I feel like that applies to everyone, except for me. I am so lost. I have nothing against chubby girls, I may be one. I think that so many chubby girls are pretty, except for me. I mean, I don't really even know how big or small I am. The way I see myself is so confusing, because sometimes I am completely happy with the way I look and I think, "It's not so bad" but most of the time, I want to cry I am so ashamed at my appearance. I don't think I'm ugly, but I think it's impossible for me to be pretty unless I am skinny. A lot of my family and friends are bigger than me, and I feel like they are so much better looking. I am always self-conscious, even around bigger people. I am the farthest thing from shy, but I find myself shying away from people because I'm assuming they're judging me and I know there's no possible way anyone can think I'm pretty. I'm just so so lost, and I thought this would be the best place to vent. Thanks. <3
Everyone goes through a time where they are unsure of themselves, where they can’t seem to love themselves. Most of us here, have struggled through self-acceptance, but we have all come out, loving ourselves for the way we are. All you can do is try to be confident. No matter what, we are all beautiful. Curves or not, fat or skinny, short or tall, dark or light. Everyone has their OWN beauty, we just have to come to terms with it, and see it for ourselves.
I love this blog I've always struggle with my weight and accepting me I'm trying to improve myself day by day and I hope I get there but untill then I'll look at the beautiful ladies here who gives me hope that I'm not so bad maybe?.
I think Id love my size so much more if there werent stretch marks. Like, Id be so more confident if my stomach and thighs werent lined with stretch marks, Im just wondering if any other girls feel this way?